Tuesday, November 19, 2024

 

OPINION ESSAY - NEWNESS


BY DONOVAN BALDWIN

Early in the beginning hours of a new day, a Monday, the start of OUR working week, it's NOT strange to muse a bit about "newness".

Newness can be good, I guess.

What I'm thinking, is that, in today's world we ARE flooded, "inundated" by such a constant and overwhelming stream of "new" information, we sometimes forget what is "new" to us, may have been around for a long time. May already be known to many other people in fact.

Doesn't necessarily lessen the importance of the lesson (Catch that wordplay?).

The fact that we have learned a fact, or been inspired to give thought to a thought, has an importance of its own beyond the value of the information itself.

Years ago, I first read this statement by Francis Bacon (1561-1626) "Reading maketh a full man; conference [discussion or debate] a ready man; and writing an exact man."

The point being, I guess, that, just as with physical fitness, mental exercise is of value in keeping a healthy mind.

The body doesn't care how old the barbells are that it lifts, and responds to.

Lifting, moving, and examining the thoughts of others, can help make OUR minds stronger and better prepared to live in this often contradictory world.

Exercising, even with old thoughts, might just give us new strengths.

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Saturday, November 16, 2024

 

TRUE STORY - HIS WIFE'S FIRST THANKSGIVING DINNER

BY DONOVAN BALDWIN


Since Thanksgiving is approaching, I remembered something from my past:

When I was stationed at the Defense Language Institute in Monterey, in 1983, for Polish, my friend, John Jenkins, a fellow army sergeant told me about his Thanksgiving experience.

His mother and father were visiting him and his new wife, whom they had never really met. She was hoping to impress them with a full-scale Thanksgiving dinner, complete with turkey....which she had never cooked before.

In fact, her cooking skills were next to nil.

Thanksgiving morning, she prepared the bird, turned on the oven, and put the bird in. She had carefully read the directions and expected it to be ready for dinner.

Come dinner time the bird had not even begun to brown.

Everybody snacked their way along, checking the bird from time to time. Despite the obvious fact that the oven was on, the bird did not seem to be cooking.

Finally, the young wife gave in and asked her mother-in-law for help.

After checking everything John's mom figured out the problem. The oven was set just barely above "Warm".

When John's wife was told how high the temperature should have been, she told them that she had been following the directions, which said the temperature should be about 160 degrees, and, since their oven didn't even go that low she had just set it asl low as she could.

Not sure who got to explain to the new cook that that was supposed to be the INTERNAL temperature, but, that you needed a much hotter oven to accomplish that.

I'm sure nobody's ever had a similar experience, hmmmmm?

Oh well. Everybody's got to learn sometime.

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Thursday, November 14, 2024

 

MORE THAN A SHADOW, AND OTHER POEMS BY DONOVAN BALDWIN, AUGUST 12, 2024


more than a shadow

you are creature of magic

dancing in my dreams


skirt flares about you

naked legs so happily

molten in moonlight


excited cheeks flushed

your gaily panting bosom

promises on your skin


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daughter of no king

nor elfin sprite of legend

my mystic woman


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words about her wrists

naked to his sentences

lashed by poetry


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proudly she displays

secrets no one else may see

shameless in her love


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no maidens thank you

old poet warmed by matron muse

finds the sweetest words


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she turned me away

because she was too perfect

all i ever desired


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have you spotted it

what i wrote for you today

a smile on my lips


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she's got a secret

sweet gentle teddy bear

ferocious in bed


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came into my life

making me reveal myself

then she disappeared


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birth until today

no one's ever wanted me

words perhaps not me


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sometimes remembers

all the times that he was spurned

the one time he wasn't


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of all the women

only one ever loved me

one i left behind


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of beasts of the earth

useless sort of animal

this poet creature


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best done in private

this form of masturbation

writing of poems


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erotic poet

an amateur botanist

exploring orchids


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private festival of oral arts

delicious confections whipped up

sweet berries and dripping cream


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untroubled angel

in my arms as sin begins

sweet demonic grin


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first in our family

so odd he's a poet

try to ignore him


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intense the image

rainbow flaming black and white

stripped of its colors


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my one true lover

the woman who reads my words

knows that they're for her


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she seems innocent

and perhaps in ways she is

also sensual


both personas stunning

visible in poetry

which betrays her soul


fires that burned within

needs and wants they failed to grasp

love that caused her pain


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i'll not bother you

until you've invited me

back into your arms


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sweatshirt and flannel

believe me YOU are sexy

it's not the clothes dear


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boots and mini skirt

and that sassy walk of hers

smile over her shoulder


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A soldier, a poet, an adventurer, yet how boyish he seemed in sleep. She looked at him and rolled up in her blanket, the saddle for her pillow. As she drifted off to sleep, he woke, looked at her... a soldier, a poet, and adventurer... how angelic she looked in the moonlight... the memory of their lovemaking flooded his mind and body... and he loved with a love he could never speak.


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ready for adventures

my body can longer handle

but i don't give a damn...

let's do it, baby


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i pretend you care

vut no one has ever before

why on earth would you


By Donovan Baldwin

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Wednesday, November 13, 2024

 

OPINION - WISDOM

BY DONOVAN BALDWIN

Although I often rail at trying to encapsulate "wisdom" into a single image, cogent aphorism, or peppy, pompom-shaking combination of the two, I, like everyone else, sometimes like my "wisdom" and "escape" from reality, in bite-size servings.
Other weird, "small" things I like, are titles, and quotes... short ones that evoke a thought, an image, an entire story with just a few words. In California, there is a road named "7th Standard". Now, isn't that just a title of a Jason Bourne tale waiting for a story to be written?
Another small treasure of mine is the title of a Robert Heinlein story, "The Door Into Summer". The narrator's cat, Pete, regularly seeks to have the same door opened to go outside, yet, if it's cold, or raining, he doesn't want to go out. But, if the door is opened, and the sun is shining, he's happy to go through THAT door.
So, although he goes to the same door time after time throughout the year, he's waiting for the door that opens into summer.
Aren't we a lot like that at times?
We encapsulate our "wisdom" into small bites, and, instead of combining and extending that wisdom, and learning how to make summer wherever we are, we often just keep thinking the same small thoughts, and opening the same doors, hoping our season has finally arrived.

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Tuesday, November 12, 2024

 

OPINION - THOUGHTS, PERCEPTIONS, AND INSIGHTS

BY DONOVAN BALDWIN


Interesting where thoughts, perceptions and insights, come from, and, how altering one can change an entire outlook.

Despite years of studying human nature, trying to be mature and reasonable things, and learning several methods of "letting go", including meditation (which I first began practicing in high school), I used to take a lot of things personally.

Somebody would say or do something, not even directed at me, or arising out of my actions, and I would feel personally involved... in a bad way. Even just "events" pushed personal buttons.

This created a lot of unnecessary frustration, anger, and just plain unsettled feelings within me.

One day, while driving a big truck through the mountains, coming from Oregon into California, I became upset with another driver. I would pass him, and, a while later, he would pass me, then, after a while, he would lose speed, and I would have to pass him again.

I became more and more angry, at him, a total stranger, because of his inconsistency, which was causing me to have to keep passing him whenever I could.

Since there was a lot of traffic around us, and this stretch of road was tricky, this was more work for me.

Suddenly, for some reason, in my growing anger and frustration, it dawned on me.

My trailer was nearly empty, though my truck's speed was governed so that I could not go at a high speed under the best conditions.

He had a bigger, stronger truck, but, apparently, I realized, was probably heavily loaded. So, going uphill, I was able to catch and pass him. On the downhills and flatter stretches, he was able to speed up and pass me.

I was actually the one in HIS way.

Still, we were each doing our personal best, just trying to move our loads forward, operating with the equipment we had to work with.

Nothing personal is involved.

Big change in my outlook after that, not just there and then, but, I've tried to carry that lesson through as I lived my life since then... sometimes, we're just doing our best, with the equipment we have to work with.

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Monday, November 11, 2024

 

OPINION - FINDING OUR OWN BEAUTY AND WISDOM

BY DONOVAN BALDWIN


Sometimes we read something, hear something, and think, "How wise that is!" Yet, it's been my experience that often the wisdom is not IN the statement that we heard or read, but, in our acceptance, recognition, or evaluation of it.

Often, we are finding the wisdom in ourselves that, perhaps, we couldn't see, or did not have the words or images for.

When we look at art, no matter how skilled the artist, or lovely, or compelling, the scene or subject, it's our own reaction, our acceptance, recognition, response, that makes it "beautiful", or "perceptive" or "avant garde" in our eyes and mind. The wisdom is often within us. The beauty is within us.

Oh, sometimes we need a little help finding it, seeing it, or maybe are missing a few pieces, but, that's why we read, walk in the woods, hum along to music, speak with others... or sit and watch the world, and wonder about it... finding our own beauty and wisdom.

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Sunday, November 10, 2024

 

OPINION - MINEFIELDS

BY DONOVAN BALDWIN


Once again, looking back over the 79+ years of my life, I come to a conclusion... of sorts... almost.

Right?

Wrong?

I can only say that it makes sense to me. Maybe not to you.

Just, as I like to say, thinking out loud.

I hear a lot today that one topic or another is a "minefield"... meaning, anywhere you wander in it, you are risking something, or somebody, exploding in your face... injuring, if not your body, then your mind, your beliefs, your equanimity, your relationships... your view of yourself and the world.

I personally believe a lot of the "explosions" come from the ability of anybody to put any thought up on the internet... or take exception to someone else's thought or opinion, but, not all. Some have been happening all along,

I don't believe these "minefields" are new. In fact, looking back over my life, and the history I've lived through, life itself is a minefield.

There is always the chance to take the "wrong" step, to move in a "dangerous" direction. The actual chance of "explosion" depends to some extent on a person's volume of activity in living.

There's sayings I've seen from various sources that essentially say that if you haven't made a mistake, or made someone angry, or caused someone to think, you haven't done anything.

A certain amount of truth there, I believe.

Hope that opinion doesn't blow up in my face.

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